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what to do your the next five hours. cant go to sleep yet. hopefully tomorrow i get to do some work in the lab. this sitting at desk thing is really shitty. Driving me abit nuts. the structure of this job is abit weird.

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As you know I am avid gamer. Like big time. I am making gaming blog this weekend. with some help from some gaming friends. I will include some detailed reviews and interview with players. E3 will be covered also. So I am excited for this.

So if you can think of a name for the blog. I will make you the featured player.

I am excited for this and to create a fan base too. Meet new players. Might make a twitch and youtube channel too.

worse zombie match ever. gotta love that. so fucking great. couldnt get help worth shit. oh well

time to cook some food. i need something for work beside a sandwhich

okay tumblr you won this round. now back to playing magic the gathering.

funny thing. Most people who claim they know have no idea have this. When someone hugs me it literally freak me out. I wanna rip my skin out. It truly disturbing. It rooted from child abuse.  Another thing is S has no fucking clue I have it.

I dont really want to go to work next week. I just want another week off you know. But I need money. Moreso I can have stance when I tell S I want to visit for week. Well When he is ready. upside. we nerded out on playing magic a bunch. S also thanked me for staying up to play magic with him.

a bear hug from S.

That’s the second guy I have seen that looks just like seth although much shorter. Maybe it my mind playing tricks on me or something.

Dear jebus this will be a long wait for a fucking drug test and physical. I am starving damnit. What the fuck with this no food shit

anytime I see someone playing uno on the xbox. I think there watching some porn show or masturbation show.

I need to find a job soon. I don’t like this being poor shit or unemployment shit. It all sucks so bad. I want save money so I can buy a car and save for my future you know.

Weyerhauser unofficially said that I was hired. They are just trying to politics of it all ready. I just want to work you know. I am hate not being able to work. It depressing trying to find a job in this market. All these employers want such specific experience. It just blows.

At least everything is not too depressing. I got to talk to Seth pretty much the whole weekend. Which was totally cute. so it makes me think he might more serious about coming to visit me. Of course I didn’t ask. I mean he has been feeling better since his best friend died. Although whiskey helped him alot. lol. But still being adorable. Also am going to try and read his favorite book. Which is Seawolf.

its funny. when someone ask for full body pic. that wish you had worked out more. such a flirtationship problem